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Who am I? A mother a wife , Someone from another life…. I haven’t got a clue. Have you? When I was little I was all alone, Aged 17 i left home, around the world I roamed. Having so much fun, Much more confident I had become. I went Sailing on the sea, Young single…
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I can feel it in my water…..
Exciting times ahead this year ! 1. I’m going to be a grandma (well mar mar joe ) in may. 2. We are fortunate enough to be getting a ground floor extension built. It’s been a nightmare having it built over Christmas but the builders are doing an amazing job. The ground floor extension will…
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Someone Turned the Light On At Last !
I’ve come to a big realization this weekend. I’ve no idea if it’s due to the fact that I’ve been on anti depressants for years now and my Drs’ practice messed up, didn’t put them in my medication pack so I haven’t had any for 10 days despite trying to ring and sort it out…….…
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The Mask
Who shall i be today What mask shall i wear ? Let’s make it bright a cheery One that matches my hair. Inside I feel so fustrated and sad, No one wants to see that as it makes them feel bad. Grab my lipstick and draw on a smile, Hope that it’s durable and lasts…
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Today I feel so tired, My brain is wrongly wired. I can’t get out of bed, Really bad pains in my body and head. So i close my eyes and drift away, To all the nice places I’ll visit one day. Think of the good times don’t dwell on the bad, Or you’ll spend the…
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Take a chance and climb ….
Keep your eyes forwards you are almost there, Don’t look back you’ll give yourself a scare. Moving forwards is as hard as going back , But the future is unknown the last few years have been crap. One hand at a time just pull yourself higher, Til’ your whole body’s in pain and your lungs…
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Bah Humbug…
Christmas is a time of cheer, Not for me I often hear. Lot’s to do and people to see, A thousand decorations to put on the tree. The internet shopping til 3am, Fall asleep, wake up… do the same again. Searching for that present you just can’t find, Naughty Santa for leaving it behind! All…
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Touch me ….
Touch me like you used to do, Hold my hand so hard that my fingers turn blue. Pull me close and don’t let go, Making beautiful memories in the present not worries of tomorrow. Kiss my neck and whisper in my ear, Those three words I’m so longing to hear. See me as sexy, equal…
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Bendrigg Trust ….
Bendrigg Trust the time is almost here, I’m filled with so much excitement and fear. We have a long history a past so sweet, It will be so different though when i visit next week. As a young adult I came and volunteered, I learnt so much, having a disability wasn’t to be feared. I…
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Who am I…
Who am I ?…I don’t know anymore. I used to laugh so much, now I’m such a bore! Broken, I can’t see what piece goes where, I’m trying, doctors can’t even tell so why should I care. Everyone says I’m still me but I’m not as this isn’t how I’d live my life. Feeling completely…
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Down But Not Out -Joanne Q 