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Stay clear learner driver here!
Noise Light Wind Can’t see properly Need someone just next to me Trying to move forwards The wheels stubbornly follow the slope to the left of us I stop in time Steer back up the incline Watch out for where the road is cracked It takes great skill to survive the journey intact Once my…
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Who’s that Stranger
https://downbutnotout.blog/2018/04/30/whos-that-stranger/
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Not the Adventure I Wanted but Glad I Went
Oh no I can’t get it up Come on ,push harder it’ll work with a shove. The ramps too steep and I don’t have the power No I can’t get out and walk up ,I’m disabled flower !! Never thought I’d be climbing a mountain to get on a train I need an electric wheelchair…
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Please Hear Me Wheelchair Services Need Improving so Social Isolation can be Eliminated
It’s not fair! There’s all these lovely community support wellbeing groups but people can’t get there. If you qualify for an NHS wheelchair then the waiting list is 3 to 4 years Stuck inside your house going insane, lonely ,crying lots of tears. Parents not able to go out with their children Children with their…
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Gasping for Air
I can’t breathe or think clearly because I’m suffercating in my own emotions and thoughts A blanket of fear , guilt, inadequacy, hopelessness has covered my face At first I fight it , but I’m so tired i don’t have the strength to keep running this race I just want it to stop ….. All…
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Life after Disability
I used to often think about my past My memories although nice they’d cut me like glass Just like waiving a red rag in front of a bull Or looking at a glass that’s only half full . Why torment myself with the life I once had reliving memories of experiences I can now longer…
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Lonely nights after a Long Day…..
Stop hurting me please, I can’t take anymore! Ok so I’ve been having fun trying something I’ve not done before . I should’ve known you’d respond this way, I just wanted to feel normal why’s that not ok ? How long are you going to punish me for having some fun , Body and spirit…
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What would you do ?
So that’s it then ? There’s nothing you can do! What if you’re in my situation, With this stuff we’re going through? I’m not asking for money , Although I admit it would be nice. I want Support and help for my children , Or maybe some advice . On your websites it says you…
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Isn’t it strange to think you started as a dot A significant moment in life that means such a lot . A seed is planted growing at incredible speed. Us parents trying to prepare for everything you may need. Reading books and asking friends, While you are comfy inside mums think the pregnancy will never…