Go back the good memories will haunt me
My past life will tease me
Beat me up
Leave me abandoned and forgotten on the floor.
But how ?
It’s so hard to move in this thick unknown terrain
I keep stumbling
I’m so tired
I don’t know how to do it
Where does it lead to?
I could just wait for someone to rescue me
I’ve been waiting for 8 years and nobody has heard my cries for help.
I need to do something
Or do I?
Is there help?
Is it worth the effort ,pain and monotony of trying to get unstuck?
I’m not sure anymore.
If it leads to frustration and disappointment I may aswell just accept my fate now.
It seems I don’t have much choice anyhow……
Is your destiny what you make it or is it planned ?
I can’t find my way in this strange land.