Stuck

Go back the good memories will haunt me

My past life will tease me

Beat me up

Leave me abandoned and forgotten on the floor.

Move forward

But how ?

It’s so hard to move in this thick unknown terrain

I keep stumbling

I’m so tired

I’m alone

I don’t know how to do it

Where does it lead to?

I could just wait for someone to rescue me

I’ve been waiting for 8 years and nobody has heard my cries for help.

I need to do something

Or do I?

Do what?

Is there help?

Is it worth the effort ,pain and monotony of trying to get unstuck?

I’m not sure anymore.

If it leads to frustration and disappointment I may aswell just accept my fate now.

It seems I don’t have much choice anyhow……

Is your destiny what you make it or is it planned ?

I can’t find my way in this strange land.

JQ